im a mess

Thursday, May 13, 2010

for real.

Were leaving in about 29 hours to Italy, Greece, Turkey, and finally Spain.
Euro-Trip...check! One more down my bucket list.
Exciting, right?! It really is to say the least....but, the not-so-exciting part is leaving our little munchkin behind for 16 days.
ah, booo hooo. you should know that after that last sentence i started bawling and took a 5 minutes break from blogging. im a wreck.
I've been crying on and off for the last day and half and I can't imagine what it will be like tomorrow when we have to put Zuri down for bed. It will be the last time i see that little face for much much too long.
Im absolutely sure she will be totally fine and love all the spoiling she'll get from the gramdmas. But I have to tell you....the morbid thoughts keep sneaking into my brain. I HATE THEM! I feel completely psychotic and probably should be admitting into some sort of mental health home. Is this normal?
Welcome to motherhood, I guess. Panic attacks and intense paranoia.
It will all be worth it in the end! Bon Voyage!

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