Word Vomit

Some days I rammble. A lot. I guess today is one of those days. Bronson is like this too and I think its one of the reasons I still have a crush on him. No matter how tired and exhausted my body is, my mind will never shut off when Im ready to go to bed. I really really LOVE faux eyelashes....so shoot me. I dont care if theyre tacky. Im paranoid of everything to do with my daughter. I feel like I deal with things like a boy rather than a girl sometimes. Im a typical Libra through and through: this means I would rather be beat with a club than be in any sort of confrontation, completely fall apart if my life is un-balanced, Im really loyal to people I consider important, I love to hear anyones opinion on any topic...but I'll most likely never take your advice and do things the hard way to learn for myself, I love falling in love, I over analyze too much, I keep my distance when it comes to letting people in....Im really picky, but once youre in-youre in for life. Oh! and im really really good at making up song. Im also pretty good with balancing on stuff. When I was little I was one of the girls that always just wanted to be mom for career day. Insurance commercials make me cry...so do old people walking together. I will never, NEVER be a morning person. Everyday I make a list of things to get done that day, and rarely do all the things get done. I think this is due to my extremely spontaneous nature...this isnt good by the way-its probably one of my greatest faults. Im pretty good at pegging people right off the bat- I know your intentions the first time I meet you. hahah oh and IM insanely good at guessing numbers...like for instance...how much money it was to fill up the gas tank, Ill always only be a few cents off, or the numbher of knobs there are in the entire kitchen... I say the first number that comes into mind and its usually right....I honestly scare myself sometimes with that one. I really really really really love lists. Im pyscho about money and saving. My husbands hates this about me but I think he should love it, right? I thought that that quality was in most guys dream girl? Not brons ha ha. When I was 15 I discovered the Postal Service and the Sounds. For some reason or another this was somewhat monumental in my life. Both of their first albumbs are my favorite of all time and always will be. In 6th grade I was valedictorian. I moved in 1st, 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th grade. Moved in 9th, then transferred high schools, then moved in 12th grade too. So 8 schools all together between Utah to Colorado, to utah then back to Colorado, then finally back to utah. jeez...that was annoying typing let alone living it. Im a sucker for acts of kindness or love. I love when people remember little details about non important things. Im a curious person and always have to live and experience things on my own....I feel like I can never get enough information and realized I loved learning...only I found this out after I graduated school-dang it. So, all in all, maybe you learned a little about me, or maybe I just did this for myself. Word vomit just feels good.